a godess

She truly is a godess to me
just like the gods are unreachable by mere mortal hands
she is the godess that I cant reach no matter how hard i try
such beauty
such looks
and very sexy
yet one of the smarter people I know
she understood me the best
she knew me, maybe even more then i knew my self.

But she grew tired of me,
was not her fault
it was the mortals fault.
a human is not perfect, and does a lot of wrong
it may be his fault, it may not be his fault
but she grew tired of this mortal, and grew to hate him, with such intense rage, such fire grew in her.
But a godess being so conspicuous for her assets, she couldn't just hide away from him, her only alternative was just to push him away.
Like the wind pushing around heavy litter.

The mortal, even though he was being pushed away, he couldn't go away.
The mortal had fallen in love with this godess.

If someone were to ask him who is ____, and what does he think of her.

He would say
"____? There is no simple answer to that...
all I can really do is try to give you an example;
you can think of her like one of the Greek gods and goddesses
imagine a hot redhead
with the hair so... indescribably beautiful and tone with slight waves and little curls in the end.
Clad in dark eyeliner around her jade green eyes that would remind you of Cleopatra of Egypt herself.
Her skin, being a gentle pail complection, as soft and fragile as silk.
Lips a light shade of pink, that any man would die to have a taste of.
And this is only the beginning, there is much more to tell, yet so little time.
Another day I shall tell you about her thoughts and way of thinking; you'd be amazed by her intellect."

Some might argue that
"a hating god would simply kill you, a weak god let's one suffer as they are too afraid to actually end you, and frantically hope you ether forgive and forget, or wait till you just kill yourself. This 'godess' of yours is no goddess at all, or is just a weakling'

The mortal will simply reply
"A gods wrath is unforgiving, and they will do what ever it takes to make the mortal suffer for their sins... i have sinned too much, far too many times, and yet she had forgiven me every time, but she eventually had enough. It's my fault for being so arrogant and persistent."

"Why hasn't she killed you yet?"

"She has, it started when she first stole my heart. and when she had enough, when my sins became too much, she crushed it, in hopes that it would all stop"

"has it?"

"I'm still here... thinking of her... I'm a ghoul... and my heart is still here on earth, in front of her home, shattered, waiting to be fixed by the one who crushed it... knowing all to well it will never happen though..."

the mortal sighs and states;
"I wish I could have her,
I wish I could prove to her I have changed
I wish I could have a chance with this godess.
To prove to her that one more chance is all I need, and if I blow it, I will give up.
I'll give everything up just for a second chance."

All this mortal wants is this girl, this godess to come down from the heavens, if anything, for just one day, and be there with him. That would be all that's needed to let this heartless mortal, this phantom, to become happy once more, and finally be able to move on.

But until that happens, this mortal will wait patiently for this godess to come down for him... eternally waiting... not letting go of the past.

This ghost is such a fool, he knows it, but this goddess is HIS godess. He would give anything up for her.